Thursday, 25 May 2017

How to do Embroidery with Video Tutorials

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It's been a really productive last couple of months and I truly feel that I am back on track with a new direction and passion for HappyBerry. The support I have received from you guys has been fantastic, and I have read every message and comment, so thank you so much! You are all so wonderful and kind, and it has really helped me on my creative journey.

Since my break from YouTube I spent some time rediscovering some old hobbies, and I have particularly been taken by something I haven't done in years and that was sewing and embroidery, which I have found very therapeutic.

So much so, it has enabled me to pick up the crochet hook again, and I have been working on some exciting new crochet projects (as well as my very long awaited crochet book of course!), which I'll talk about all in good time. For now, what I am excited to talk about is my plan to share my new embroidery journey with you guys, with a new selection of embroidery video tutorials.

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The video tutorials will be like a fun sew-along for beginners, where we can make an embroidered project of various flowers and fauna together through me sharing various different embroidery stitches and techniques.

The first two embroidery video tutorials have already been released if you would like join in, and they are for the Raised Fish Bone Stitch and the French Knot to create the yellow flower you see above. You can view them below.

In time this project will work up to a collage of creative embroidery stitches for you and I to sew together. I am not sure how it will plan out or even what colours we will use, but I hope along the way you can join me in this immensely rewarding and therapeutic craft and learn some wonderful techniques with me as your guide.

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The materials I am using are nothing fancy, just grab yourself some cotton yarn (I split mine into thinner strands), a normal sewing needle (not a yarn needle as they are too big), some cotton fabric (anything goes from linen blends to those cotton fat quarters we all love), and an embroidery hoop, which you should be able to pick up from most craft stores (I got mine from HobbyCraft if you're in the UK), and some scissors.

I recommend Rico Essentials Cotton DK, which splits lovely and holds strong. So far I have used Banana (yellow) and Nougat (brown). Click here to get yours shipped today! Takes you to LoveCrochet.com - Make sure to use the code SAVE20 to save 20% if you spend over £30! (until May 27th 2017)



 


Lastly, I really just want to say thank you again so much for all your kind messages of support and encouragement over the last few weeks. I have been so touched and quite overwhelmed, and it means so much to me.

Thank you x



Saturday, 15 April 2017

Crocheting and the future for HappyBerry

As some of you may know I have recently taken a break from my usual weekly crochet video tutorials. As much as it pained me to do so, it was something I really needed to do to refocus my energies and to find my crochet mojo once again.

HappyBerry over the last 7 years has grown so much. I almost can't quite believe how many of you have been a part of this amazing journey with me. It was in January however that things really did start to just get just that little bit too much for me when I hit over 300k YouTube subscribers.

If you've been around since the very early years of HappyBerry, then you will know how much I value the community that we have built up together. Something that has sadly become lost over time due to the sheer mass of my audience.

I remember in the 'good ol' days' when I could chat with you guys, almost on a one-to-one basis, and we could share the joys and excitement of crocheting together. I even remember being in various groups and chatting amongst you.

I was one of the team where it didn't matter if I was designing or just crocheting. 

But these times often began to feel like distant memories. I was struggling to find the time to actually enjoy myself, or remember who I spoke to about what. Comments became lost, and messages disappeared among the never-ending new ones. You see I am one of those crazy people that like to try and please everyone or at least talk to them, so letting go I didn't feel was an option for me.

Sadly though, my biggest foe in my life is anxiety, which I've had since I was very young, mainly brought on from chronic school bullying as a child. I was always too tall, too shy, too anything to fit in, not helped by the fact that we moved around a lot so I was always the 'new kid'. I'm amazed I got through some of things I went through like having my hair set fire too in science class to being punched in history class. So if you're being bullied right now, please know that you are not alone. There is very much light at the end of the tunnel and you can get through it even if it does leave you a bit dazed and battered emotionally. You just need to find your passion and keep an eye on where your head is at, and don't listen to judgmental idiots. Crafts were always my solace. I would often spend hours in my room crafting something as a child, whether it was with paper or yarn.

Towards the end of last year though my solace began to feel like a chain around my neck. I began to actually dread what I was doing.

I found myself even avoiding picking up a hook. Can you even imagine such a thing! 

Especially when crochet is supposed to actually help you relax, (even articles on this began to upset me), but this is one of the many catch 22's in life. If you take something you love and build on it too much, maybe even setting up a business, then the every day pressures of this can burn you out. Your passion becomes a chore, and this scared me, it upset me and for a while I felt completely lost.

To add to the chaos, like any crochet designer out there, we too have personal lives, and often quite manic hectic ones at that, especially as I am a full-time home-educating mama. I am also struggling to come to terms with the slow deterioration of my uncle this year who has had brain cancer for the last 10 years, as we are very close. So come the new year I think I went into some kind of manic meltdown of stress and worry, and needed some time off.

Rather than just throw in the towel (heaven forbid!) I just thought it wise to initially just take a month off from the video tutorials and spend some quality time with family. We took a lovely break to Cornwall, which even though the weather wasn't the best, we had some lovely walks across some beautiful beaches. It was still hard to switch off, and I often found myself sharing things here and there that were yarn related, but when we got back I used my month off to refocus my energies and have a think about where HappyBerry was heading.

It is very easy to just continue on the same path without taking time to look sideways to find other ways forward. I needed some time to get my head above the chaos, to switch off and find out where I was going.


I spent most of my time rekindling my passion for sewing, and if you follow me on Instagram you will certainly have seen a few of my bags! I also played with calligraphy and even some embroidery. I have begun to feel creative again, and it's been really good to find new creative passions. This has rewarded me with the ability to finally pick up a hook again and work on some patterns for myself for now, but which will eventually become my first crochet book. My creativity is flowing again, but it is a slow process and not something I can rush.

I released a video tutorial today for the first time in what feels like ages, and I did feel a difference as I felt more relaxed. It's a simple project for a bow, mainly developed from my enjoyment of sewing bows, which follows a very similar technique. Such a great little project, but I will not be returning to my weekly tutorials like before. Instead I will be uploading a video tutorial only when I feel inspired or want to share something special so I don't feel so pressured to come up with something new each week. This extra time will allow me to work on more written patterns and of course my crochet book, which is something I am very excited about. I am also hoping to reconnect directly with you all through my website newsletter, which will be starting up again after many many years, which will talk about all the projects I am working on and current HappyBerry news. I also hope to continue chatting with you guys on Instagram and enjoying your makes, don't forget to tag me @happyberrycrochet

Lastly, I really just want to say thank you so much for all your kind messages of support and encouragement over the last few weeks. I have been so touched and quite overwhelmed, and it means so much to me. It has also been amazing and so inspiring to hear about your own stories with anxiety and illness, and I feel now that the HappyBerry community is closer than ever.

Thank you x